Every step that i take now is way too hard. Full of torns. Until when i have to face this. I can't afford to go through this journey. Too difficult. My duty as student, my duty as daughter or maybe now as son too.
- Yesterday in my sleep, I dreamed of my late little brother. As soon as I woke up, this heart felt like someone got to stab me. It's sooo painful. Instantly, my eyes non-stop shed the tears. Because it's very very painful.