Hebatkan ujian Allah ni

Harini bangun pagi, I'm crying like crazy again.

Because,

I dreamt of my little brother, he sat and was listening to my story only. Dia diam je tak cakap ape, Dalam mimpi tu, aku je potpet potpet.. ending mimpi ni habis camtu jee. I miss him so much.

Lepas tu, mimpi lain, my friends and I was on our way to somewhere, while we arrived at housing area, suddenly  the car in front of us hits a child.

and that child died.

so what do you expect from me not to cry when i woke up this morning. Mimpi dua perkara ni skli gus. Conclusion harini aku sangat sensitive. Pagi ni je aku upset dengan labmate. Dia gurau je tapi taktahula kenapa terasa sangat. Selalu tu no matter at all.

Mungkin stress dengan hal research kot, dengan paper, dengan experiment so dia macam banyak sangat nak fikir. To be honest, aku suka bila aku busy ni, takdela suka fikir jauh fikir macam2. Atleast aku fikir research je. Thank you Allah atas semua ni. Aku bersyukur.